Friday, December 9, 2011

Me..

I know sometimes he gets tired of me, even though he assures me that he doesn't ....but I know dealing with me everyday can be a lot. I know I am a bit over the top, or maybe even a lot over the top. Most people can only deal with me in small doses. So why wouldn't he get tired to.

And on top of being over the top in general, I am very opinionated, out spoken and very emotional and I will cry sometimes just because. I get lonely because I feel have no friends, I also get depressed sometimes because I feel like nobody understands me. And on top of all that I'm a whole lot of Fabulous..

So why wouldn't he get tired, of me sometimes...

I know he loves me, I know he wants to be with...I'm just not so convinced that he doesn't get tired of me...sometimes ...

1 comment:

  1. wait a minute...you snuck this on me...first of all you know he loves you. I am sure there are times that he gets tired...in general tired. Shit we all do, but that doesn't take away his love. We all need a break from each other.
    I so feel you though, I was feeling the same way. Don't know what stopped this feeling, but you have to let it go. It can be self defeating & counterproductive to your happiness & peace of mind. You are fabulous & he is even greater, because it takes some kind of strong man to deal with outspoken, opinionated, emotional, know-it-all Aquarius women. BELIEVE me I know! you are lucky to have him, just as he is lucky to have you...you put the pepper & spices in his life...

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