Health Care...BS

Somebody explain to me...If I pay my monthly insurance premium, why in the hell do I still have hospital bills. This bullshit...I wish I didn't even have to get sick, not because of obvious reasons but because of the financial part. I just don't get it how do I owe this much on top of my premium. I see why people hold off going to the doctor. Hell if I could have found a home remedy for Breast Cancer I would have worked this out my damn self.

I'm so tired of these damn people calling me, saying I owe this and owe that. I keep telling them I will pay yall when I go back to work. It's not like yall don't know what my situation is. All you have to do is look over my records DUH.....

He is....

My husband....

He is the best husband I could have ever ask God for.

His love is so amazing, He is amazing, I love him so much.

He writes me such beautiful poetry (sometimes erotic) but still beautiful. He knows how to make me smile even when I don't want to. He makes me feel beautiful even without my hair or my breast. I feel safe and secure when I'm with him. I know I can count on him without a doubt. He is just wonderful, not only as husband, but as a Dad too. He makes me so happy.

I just want to say Thank to him for being so supportive and understanding. Thank you for listening when I've needed to talk. Thank for letting me cry on your shoulder. Just Thank You for being you....

I don't know what I did to deserve him, but I thank God for him everyday...

The Field Trip

On Monday, I went on a Field trip with my daughter's 1st grade class, to the Fire Station and Mc Donalds.

At the fire station, they were well behaved, and asked really good questions to the firemen. They also sat really quiet and watched the video. Then we were off the Mc Donald's. The class walked to McDonald's since it was down the street. I drove because I came late due to my radiation treatment.

Now at McDonald's the kids were ok. LOUD but ok. Nobody got in trouble. They were not running around like wild animals or nothing. The funny thing was, this guy was in Mc Donalds reading his paper, when the kids came in he packed up and left. Also a couple of people turned around at the door...lol

But I really enjoyed myself, since I can't remember the last time I did this. I will have to do this again.

Winter Time?

On Monday Oct 12, 2009...we here in Minnesota woke up to SNOW! Yeah that's right snow...how messed up is that, I mean what in the hell happened to fall. I really like fall, it's one of the best times of the year. But oh no Minnesota just skipped right past it. Does Mother Nature realize it's not even Halloween yet. Maybe we will get a warm front before to long. I know I'm not ready for this kind of weather, I still need want to get a new coat. I need, yes need a remote starter. I don't know how I even made it this long without one. At least the baby is ready for winter, hell with all the stuff she has, she's ready for anything.