Thursday, February 3, 2011

I Got Me a Therapist.

Well I have been going back and forth on if I should or should not go and talk with a Therapist, and I did, tonight was my first session of many..lol. but for real of many..I think I'm gonna like Ms. Rosella (that's her name) she's down to earth, brown and her spirit is beautiful...

Yeah this will be good for me, why you ask, well I have a lot of unresolved issues with my mom, and my sister, and whew these people I call friends, and whole bunch of other things and people and since the common denominator is me, then I need to work on Me. I know, I know I hide it so well...lol

Also for my daughter, I want to be the best mom I can be to her, and how can I build a wonderful relationship with my daughter when I have issues with my own mom...or how can I teach her how to pick friends when I'm not doing a good job of it myself...

Well we will see how this unfolds...I think it will be good for me...

and I know I will be just fine...I'm way to Fabulous not to be... ~_~

Wednesday, February 2, 2011

Random Thoughts!

Ain't it funny the people you help are the ones that don't give a damn about you..

Nobody else can live with my family unless you are fucking my husband or he can claim you on his taxes..

Why do grown people get mad and delete you from their facebook page??

How come when you tell a person how you feel, they get in their feelings?

He only put up with you because of me...You do know that right...

I have met some really cool people on Facebook..

It feels good to me be...

My husband is my favorite person...

I love my kids...

I miss my son...

My daughter is just like me..I love it and hate it...

Do you really think I give a fuck that you deleted me? I wouldn't noticed if somebody else wouldn't told me..

So ready for a vacation...

I do not like my new phone...

Get a fucking life...

My husband is the best...

Taking a much needed trip...

love to laugh at haters...

I don't understand jealous people...

I'm way to Fabulous to hold grudges...

I am a forgiver...

Is so ready to move on with or without you...

I love me....

Feeling GOOD about my Choices..

I'm feeling so much better and it can only get better from here. I have realized that you can't always count on people, to care or understand when things are important to you, even if you do that for them. This last week or so I have been doing a lot of soul searching, thinking and just letting a lot of stuff go, and revising my inner circle. I feel like I can be a better me with the choices I have made, I didn't make these choices to upset anybody or to hurt anybody, I made these choices for me and me alone. and I feel good about these choices.

Now over this week or so, I've heard a lot of things and noticed a lot of things, I've gotten somethings off my chest, I've cried and regrouped, reached out and listened, oh have I listened,and still I feel good about my choices.

I know somethings I will miss, not sure if I will be missed, but that's ok too...

I'm not finish finializing my choices, but I will be soon and I'm so excited about the things that lie ahead for me...

Loving me always...and you should too...