WHITNEY HOUTSON 08/09/63 – 02/12/12

Such a sad, sad day in Music. Ms. Whitney Houston is Dead, man oh man, I’m speechless. It’s unbelievable but it’s so true. The World has lost a Diva. And Yes she was a Diva, no matter how you feel about Ms. Whitney, no matter the bad choices she made, she is and will always be a Diva.

My heart goes out to her Daughter, her Mother and to all that was closely connected to her.

May you Rest in Peace Ms. Whitney…
It saddens me to know that you will never grace a stage again….

Dancing.....Again....

Well I started back dancing this year. Now those who really know me, know I Love to Dance…That’s my passion…I feel so free when I’m dancing…

So like I said I started back this year (well technically last year 2011) since the new year (2012) just started. I attend The Art of Dance School in Minneapolis (so does the Princess) and I have to say I love it there.

So currently I’m only doing one class, but will be starting a second class soon. I hope this second class don’t take to much out of me, because even though I enjoy dancing, I haven’t done anything like this in about 7 or 8 yrs. But I’m getting back into the swing of things. I’m so glad I decided to start back, not only am I losing weight and getting back in shape and having fun, I’ve met some wonderful women……

I will keep you guys posted on how things go…We have a recital coming up in May or June…

I’m excited about getting Costumes… when we get them, I will post a pic…

2011 is coming to an END!!

Soon it will be 12/31/11 and the next day will be a new year 01/01/12. What does that mean? To some it means nothing to others they will be making resolutions, promises to do be, to be better, however they see fit. But how many people actually do the things they say are going to do…prob less then 3% .

The reason is that you can’t change over night, and just because the date on the calendar changes don’t mean you will. First of all change is a process and it comes from within, not because the year changes, so why wait, you can start your process at any time, it may not be a new year, but everyday you wake up it’s a new day why not start then?

Well for me I’m anti resolution, because I know I won’t keep them, I need time to prepare my self for the process of change, for me Change is hard but I keep pushing forward to do better and to be better, and trust me when I tell you it’s a work in progress and it’s been progressing for a while…lol

I’m going to end with this, The only thing that can really make us change is a Revelation, and the sad part most of us can’t or won’t recognize our Revelation and it will pass us by and will we be stuck trying to doing the same ole, same ole…

Thank you Jesus I recognized my Revelation 

CHRISTMAS is 6 days away!!!

It is December 19, 2011 and it doesn’t feel like Christmas is 6 days away, I don’t know what it is, Maybe cause there is no snow outside, so it doesn’t look like Christmas, Maybe it’s because I’m just not in the Christmas spirit even though I want to be. Or it could be all this talk about people not know what the meaning of Christmas is. I’m not sure what it is. But it just doesn’t feel like Christmas.

Ok let me touch on each point, (some more than others)

I live in the Midwest, I’ve lived in the Midwest all my life and usually when it’s Christmas there is Snow outside and the snow gives it a Christmasy feeling. But we don’t have any and even with people having their Christmas lights outside, and we have a tree up, it just doesn’t seem like Christmas…now don’t get me wrong I’m not complaining about not having snow…I really wish there were Palm Trees out front …

I don’t know where my Christmas spirit is…I think I’ve lost it through out the years, this is not the first year I’ve been without it. I get kinda of down this time of year, because I wish we had more family to Celebrate the Holidays with. We haven’t done that in over a decade. It would be nice to see my Mom on Christmas or even my Sister. My nieces and nephews and last but certainly not least my Son…but I’m going to focus on redeeming my Christmas Spirit so on Christmas Morning I can wake up feeling all Jolly like..

And Lastly…I’m so sick and tired of people talking about their kids and kids in general don’t know what Christmas is about, or don’t know the meaning of Christmas…and oh it’s better to Give than to Receive ….Well if your kids don’t know what Christmas is about or what it means teach them, that’s if you know your self. That’s an easy fix to this “Problem” just teach them…it’s really not that hard..you don’t have to make them volunteer (not saying it’s not good to Volunteer) or not get them gifts, to teach them what Christmas means, cause that’s really not teaching them anything about Christmas. And yeah it is better to give than to receive, but in order for you to be a giver, there has to be a receiver….

The last thing I’m going to say on this matter is…Christmas represents Jesus Birthday…on Birthdays we give gifts…I know it’s not our birthday…but Jesus gave us the Ultimate Gift …LIFE, so what’s wrong with giving on this Day…

Me..

I know sometimes he gets tired of me, even though he assures me that he doesn't ....but I know dealing with me everyday can be a lot. I know I am a bit over the top, or maybe even a lot over the top. Most people can only deal with me in small doses. So why wouldn't he get tired to.

And on top of being over the top in general, I am very opinionated, out spoken and very emotional and I will cry sometimes just because. I get lonely because I feel have no friends, I also get depressed sometimes because I feel like nobody understands me. And on top of all that I'm a whole lot of Fabulous..

So why wouldn't he get tired, of me sometimes...

I know he loves me, I know he wants to be with...I'm just not so convinced that he doesn't get tired of me...sometimes ...