Me..

I know sometimes he gets tired of me, even though he assures me that he doesn't ....but I know dealing with me everyday can be a lot. I know I am a bit over the top, or maybe even a lot over the top. Most people can only deal with me in small doses. So why wouldn't he get tired to.

And on top of being over the top in general, I am very opinionated, out spoken and very emotional and I will cry sometimes just because. I get lonely because I feel have no friends, I also get depressed sometimes because I feel like nobody understands me. And on top of all that I'm a whole lot of Fabulous..

So why wouldn't he get tired, of me sometimes...

I know he loves me, I know he wants to be with...I'm just not so convinced that he doesn't get tired of me...sometimes ...

No Santa Claus....

So I told the Princess that there wasn’t a Santa Claus… Well let me back up and tell you how it came about…

This actually happened a couple of weeks ago..but I’m telling the story now..lol

So the Princess was going over her 3 page Christmas List…trying to down size it. And she stated that she wanted another American Girl Doll… I’m thinking does she know this damn doll is 100 plus dollars (and that’s just for the damn doll, her glasses and to get her ears pierced, no extra clothes or nothing) ..So she is going on about how she would like one, and what she would name her. I said Um MaMa (that’s what I call her) You’re not getting another American Girl Doll, you already have one, and they cost to much... She come back with but I only have 1. I say.. some people don’t have any…and of course she said Santa Claus can get me one he can get anything… I said Baby we need to to talk ….

So I said MaMa, you need to sit down, I have to tell you something…so we sit down and I proceed to tell her about Santa, how he used to be real and really long time ago. And He did deliver toys back then, and all these years his legacy is still around, but unfortunately there is NO Santa…and Momma and Daddy buys all your gifts for Christmas…

So now I’m ready for the tears, and the dramatics, (cause she dramatical) and she’s quiet for a minute or 2. then she looks at me and says “So people has been lying to me all this time…….

Black Women and Reality TV

So I watch Reality TV like most of us, and I'm all on Facebook posting about it, Tweeting about it on Twitter, because for one it's funny to watch and even funnier to talk about it with others.

But I've noticed a lot of websites, blogs and people have said that the Black women on these shows, (Housewives of Atlanta, Basketball Wives, Love and Hip Hop etc) portray us as Black women in a bad light...WELL UM NOT REALLY, yeah I said it not really...the Reality of it is most Black women act/behave that way and sometimes even worst...I know I'm going to get women saying I don't do that, or My and my girl don't do that...well FYI if you don't then that's good, I feel like I don't either. But you know somebody and or is related to somebody who does....Let me say that again we ALL know somebody and or are related to somebody, that is a Hood Rat, Ghetto, Trifling, or my favorite a Ride or Die Chick. And if you say no I don't know those kind of people. That person just might be YOU.

As Black people the majority of us are aggressive by nature, and being an aggressive women whose thought process is emotional can lead to disaster. Example, finding out your Boo is fucking around on you, with your homegirl and she pregnant... Example find out that your Boo has a wife he never told you about....Example Finding out your Boo is on the DL.... Example Finding out your Boo has given you a STD..Get the picture...and yes in any of these situations (not just limited to these) we can go into Ghetto crazy girl mode with the quickness...

Now I know there are some of us who, think before we react, but not the majority..

WHY??

First of all Why, as parents are they even allowing their kids to listen to Lil Wayne? His music is for Adults not kids. We wonder why our youth especially our girls are growing up so fast. A lot of it has to do with Parenting Skills.

Stop trying to be friends with your kids, Why on earth would you allow your baby girl, your princess write a letter to Lil Wayne, it is not cute at all, AT ALL...Now what happens he if answers back? hmmmm and not the way they you want him too, then these parents will be having a fit trying to sue him for disrespecting thier babies, I mean his mouth is out of control, but so are these parents for allowing this madness, putting these babies in a grown up position..

Please moniter what your child watch, what you say around them...

Come on Black People, we have GOT to do better... SMH

Don't take things so personal, Everything is NOT about you!!

Ok so if you know anything about me I love Facebook. (sometimes it's my only Friend and that's ok) There are many reasons that my inner circle fits like a belt, at this point I'm really ready to keep it this way, but my husband thinks I should expand it..well we'll see about that...

Now you also know that I love my name Tamiko and my namesakes, and I have many namesakes Facebook Friends and we have a group just for us, and I love this group... (I love my Lovely O's)

So I wake up this morning to an inbox from one of my namesakes...and it surprised me I was so lost.. it said verbatim

Tamiko Smith
GETTIN OFF UR PAGE SO U CAN BE OFF MINE, N BY THA WAY, URE NOWHERR BEIN FAB, U R UGLY N BALD N UR DAUGHTER...NO WAY IN HELL SHE LOOKS MIXED, LOL DON'T KID URSELF
6:06AM

and she blocked me so I couldn't reply...lol (just to much for the AM)

then I got a couple more inboxes about the stuff she has wrote on her wall, mind you after she deleted...(ain't it funny how people delete you then talk shit...to funny) anyways

Apparently here is how we got to this point...I'm confused about it, but maybe it's me...here goes

Ms. Smith posted this story on her status

about Lauryn Hill

and she said something like. Somebody needs to stop, or she needs to quit, something along that road...

I read the story and said

Tamiko Storey-Edwards
Maybe she wants a big family and at least she can afford to take care of them..
19 hours ago · Like


now hours after I wrote that, she deleted/blocked me and came back with this..
Verbatim (this was inboxed to me...Thanks FB Buddy)

Tamiko Smith
WHO CARES, REALLY NOT ME, SHE CAN SHIT OUT AS MANY AS SHE WANTS, I REALLY COULD CARELESS, BOUT HER N ANYONE ELSE......WHY THA SLICK SHIT, I DONT GET IT, HAVE SUM RESPECT FOR MY POSTS LIKE I DO URS...SEEM LIKE U ALWAYS HAVE SUMTHIN TO MESSED UP TO SAY ON MY POSTS, REALLY WATS THA PROB? U DONT KNO ME LIKE THAT, IM NOT DISRESPECTFUL BUT I CAN BE, U MUST REALLY BE UNHAPPY...
3 hours ago · Like

Tamiko Smith
U MUST BE VERY VERY UNHAPPY, CAUSE I COME ON UR PAGE WIT RESPECT, N THIS AINT THA 1ST TIME U DUN SAID SUM SHIT TO PISS ME OFF, U DONT KNO ME LIKE THAT...GIVE ME THA SAME RESPECT THAT I GIV U, I AINT NO FAN OF URS, OKAY, DONT LOOK UP TO U N DONT KNO U, AND IM NOT GON SIT BAK N LET U SAY WAT U WANT TO SAY ON MY POST, IF U DONT LIKE THEM, KEEP IT MOVIN, OR DELETE URSELF. PLEASE.....
3 hours ago · Like

Tamiko Smith
ALL THA SHIT GOD BROUGHT U THRU, SMH, I WOULD BE THA NICEST PERSON ON EARTH, REAL MUFUKIN TAL, DELETE URSELF, TAKE ME OFF OF TAMIKOS PAGE I REALLY COULD CARELESS, BUT U GON CHILL WIT UR SLICK ASS MOUF ON MY PAGE....#CHEW ON THAT, GOT MY FRENZ ASKIN WHO THA HELL R U, HELL I DONT EVEN KNO, CHEER UP, GOD KEPT U FOR A REASON, LET THIS BE THA REASON U LEAVE MY PAGE....MS FABULOUS
3 hours ago · Like

(BLANK STARE)

and after reading this I'm still confused, Did I says something wrong, Did she think I was talking about her...Um No I was talking about Ms. Lauryn Hill...

People please stop taking shit so damn personal, or how about if you're not for sure JUST ASK...sheesh

and this is just one of the many reasons my inner circle fits like a belt...and I'm good with that...