Fabulous, Almost 40 and Greatly Flawed….

Here I am almost 40 (41 days to my birthday) and still seems like I can’t get this life right, being a mom right, being a wife right, hell just being Me doesn’t seem right sometimes…




(disclaimer – this is not written for sympathy)



When I look over my life, I see all the things I’ve done wrong, the things I’ve done right, and I can’t really tell which one out weighs the other…hmmmmm it’s a very close race…

A very close race… but most of the time all I can focus on is what I’ve done bad….



I just keep telling myself , Tamiko you are going to do things differently and make better choices, yeah I do them differently but I’m not to sure if my choices are better…



Now don’t get me wrong I love being a mother, I love being a wife, I love myself, even though there are a couple of things I would or should change about my self and upgrade my Fabulousness….



As I type this, I can feel my eyes began to water because it forces me to reflect on some things good and bad, and it gets overwhelming…..and let’s me know once again, that there are areas in this life that (God has given me to live) I need to make better decisions.. to make sure my good deeds will out weigh my bad decisions….



Fabulous, Almost 40 and Greatly Flawed…
but most people know me as Tamiko....

Once Again....

I've been telling myself for a while that I should start back blogging..I was going to wait til the 2013, but I thought why wait...so here I am...I'm usually on Facebook, now I love Facebook but sometimes people are too damn sensitive or want to assume someone is talking about them...and with my blog its more personal to me. I dont have to sugarcoat anything, nor do i have to deal with any attitudes...because I blog for me,I dont do it for feedback, although i appreciate it...

So Once Again, its Official...I'm back to blogging...

WHITNEY HOUTSON 08/09/63 – 02/12/12

Such a sad, sad day in Music. Ms. Whitney Houston is Dead, man oh man, I’m speechless. It’s unbelievable but it’s so true. The World has lost a Diva. And Yes she was a Diva, no matter how you feel about Ms. Whitney, no matter the bad choices she made, she is and will always be a Diva.

My heart goes out to her Daughter, her Mother and to all that was closely connected to her.

May you Rest in Peace Ms. Whitney…
It saddens me to know that you will never grace a stage again….

Dancing.....Again....

Well I started back dancing this year. Now those who really know me, know I Love to Dance…That’s my passion…I feel so free when I’m dancing…

So like I said I started back this year (well technically last year 2011) since the new year (2012) just started. I attend The Art of Dance School in Minneapolis (so does the Princess) and I have to say I love it there.

So currently I’m only doing one class, but will be starting a second class soon. I hope this second class don’t take to much out of me, because even though I enjoy dancing, I haven’t done anything like this in about 7 or 8 yrs. But I’m getting back into the swing of things. I’m so glad I decided to start back, not only am I losing weight and getting back in shape and having fun, I’ve met some wonderful women……

I will keep you guys posted on how things go…We have a recital coming up in May or June…

I’m excited about getting Costumes… when we get them, I will post a pic…

2011 is coming to an END!!

Soon it will be 12/31/11 and the next day will be a new year 01/01/12. What does that mean? To some it means nothing to others they will be making resolutions, promises to do be, to be better, however they see fit. But how many people actually do the things they say are going to do…prob less then 3% .

The reason is that you can’t change over night, and just because the date on the calendar changes don’t mean you will. First of all change is a process and it comes from within, not because the year changes, so why wait, you can start your process at any time, it may not be a new year, but everyday you wake up it’s a new day why not start then?

Well for me I’m anti resolution, because I know I won’t keep them, I need time to prepare my self for the process of change, for me Change is hard but I keep pushing forward to do better and to be better, and trust me when I tell you it’s a work in progress and it’s been progressing for a while…lol

I’m going to end with this, The only thing that can really make us change is a Revelation, and the sad part most of us can’t or won’t recognize our Revelation and it will pass us by and will we be stuck trying to doing the same ole, same ole…

Thank you Jesus I recognized my Revelation 