Well..........

Yesterday was probably the first day since my Chemo treatment (05/19/09), that I really felt like myself. Usually it only take about 4 or 5 days and I'm back to myself. But not this time it has been well over a week. I don't know what the difference was this time around. I got the rest I needed, at least I think I did. I drank plenty of fluids, and ate as best as I could. And I still can't figure out what was difference.

So it's the weekend now, and I'm glad I'm feeling better. I even took my daughter to the water park. NO! I didn't over do it. I just took my time, and got in the water, I mean it's not like I can swim anyways. lol, cur I do look good in the water. (Wink). But we had fun, I guess that's all that matter.

My next bout of Chemo is June 2 and I really don't want to go. I know I know I have to go, and I am going......... unwillingly. With my lip poked out an everything, for real I am. I really don't want to go. I just don't like the needles and all the aftermath. What if I don't feel better at all this time. I swear this is the scariest thing I ever done. But I am going to conquer this. I'm a fighter and a believer. I know this is a minor set back, GOD has better things in store for me. I mean I have husband, and 2 kids. Who will take care of them?? .................... I will tell you who, I WILL!!!

Ms Miko

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It's Birthday Party Time

On Saturday May 23, My daughter and My Niece had a sleepover and a big birthday party on Sunday. I really wasn't feeling up to it. But my friend/Sister was there to help. And it turned out just fine, I won't go into details but here are a couple of pics.

SLEEPOVER

The BIRTHDAY Party

Smooches!

My Internet has been down.

Well let me apologize for not posting in a while, I've been having Internet problems. I think we may need a new modem. Right now we are renting one, maybe we should just buy one. Well we will see.

~Anyways~

Last week on Tuesday May 19, I had yet another Chemo treatment, that makes number 3 and 6 more to go. and it's been over a week and I feel like I'm still recovering. Usually I'm alright by the next week like day 4 or 5. But the after effects of this treatment has really been lingering on. And this is not good, because the week that was planned was a long and exciting to come.

My daughter and my niece had a 4 day birthday celebration planned starting on Sat. May 23 until Tues. May 26. My niece birthday was on Monday May 25 and my daughters on Tuesday May 26. And my body was really not up to it. So I made the Sacrifices and dealt with it.

The People We Meet.

Last night one of my bestest friends invited me over for game night. At first I wasn't going because I didn't have a sitter, but then she said I could bring the baby so I had no excuse. Plus I was feeling fine, and we always have a gang of laughs at game night.

We started out playing spades, we didn't win, but we talk shit like we did..lol

Then we played this game called "What is yours like?" (get your mind out the gutta it's not that kind of game). But it was made up by some of her drunk friends. It was fun to.

So after the games and whole lotta shit talking, we kinda of settled down. Some people left some stayed. So this lady Ms. Deborah and her daughter Ebony attended the shindig. I've never met these people before. But OMG! I'm so glad I came, because they are some of the most down to earth, people and I'm glad I met them. I've met people before, but not like this. Have you ever met somebody and it felt like you needed to meet them, to restore the way you view people. I say that because I'm at a point in my life, where I just want to be around positive people, spiritual people, open minded people, people who can say what' s on their mind, people who like to have fun. People I can be myself around. I don't want to have to worry about if I crack a joke, it they will be mad at me tomorrow. And Ms. Deborah and Ebony are these kind of people. I'm so glad I met them.

And last night before we gathered our things and parted ways. I had a talk with Ms. Deborah, I don't even know how it got started. But it got personal real quick. We briefly talked about my breast cancer, My husband, her husband, my sister, her siblings, her dad, my dad, our kids, and she gave me some great advice.

One thing she said to me was, Learn to Forgive, and move one happily. Now I've been told before to learn how to forgive. But to move on happily, I'm still learning that one.

Thank you Ms Deborah, I didn't even know I needed that talk. I will see you at church in 2 Sundays!

The Green Chips!

The other day I bought my daughter some sour cream and onion potato chips for her lunch. She calls the the green chips, because of the bag. So when it was time to fix her lunch. I said "Mommy bought you some green chips for your lunch". Her response was, "I know I recognized them". (LOL)

All I could do was laugh. I didn't even know how to correct her. (LOL)